My eye opener.. :'(

Mothers

are

"God's

angels"..

sent

to us

to know

things

we

never

knew

and teach

us how

world

works..

never

miss

an opportunity

to make

God's angel

HAPPY..

tell them

how much

you're

grateful

having her..

And

ultimately,

love your

God's angel

twice yourself.

Mahalin po natin

ang mga NANAY

natin anu pa man

ang mga kapintasan

nila at maging

sino pa man sila..

'Twas a quote sent to me by Timothy, my bestfriend. His mother passed away last Thursday October 28, 2010 due to a complete heart block resulting to a cardiac arrest. I was personally asked by my bestfriend to accompany him during the wake. I went there a day before just to check on him. I was so shocked knowing that a week ago we were still talking about how his mom is doing with her dialysis, he said it was still in the same  he is still the one taking care of her and he is getting tired of doing so. I scolded him and told him it's his mom he's dealing with and besides it will be a some sort of practice for him since it is related to our field. And so the unexpected happened, I went there to comfort him for a bit after getting my license, I was stunned to know that I was his only companion for the day. I stayed with him for almost 5 hours, I did not want to leave him because I know he is hurting and he needs someone to talk to but I know I'll be the one to be scolded by my parents if I don't go home. The following day I witnessed thw wake and the cremation process for her mom, during the mass I was crying so hard, I felt so scared. Not only because I know that my bestfriend and his family are grieving but I was scared for my parents, for my mom.. I can't imagine my life without her. I know she has her flaws but that's what sets her apart from other mothers, she molded me  into who I am now. Sometimes she does have this mood swing which I don't understand. But I know she has been loving me unconditionally for the past 21 years, accepting me from all the wrong things I did. I want to make up for everything that she has done for me. I really realized a lot from what has transpired yesterday, I don't want to lose my mom.. I love her so much and I would even give up my life for her.. :'( (now I'm crying again.) sobrang takot talaga ako.. wag muna Lord please? Marami pa akong gustong gawin para sa family ko, sa parents ko, para sa mama ko. I want her to be proud of me. haaay.

My deepest condolences to the Abenojar family, I know that Mrs. Yolanda Abenojar is resting with God in heaven now. I hope that God will continue to guide and strengthen her family specially in this ordeal.