Being a BUm isn't FUN!

Today, I'm stuck here at home doing nothing. As you can see I'm pretty much guilty with what I have been doing with my life. I'm stuck in this place for more than a month and it doesn't feel good anymore. When I left Convergys I felt relieved because I don't want to feel sad because at my job. I went home felt that I am already at peace because I have my family with me. This is my comfort zone but how come now I feel that I'm a prisoner at this place? I can't seem to do anything productive at all. I want my life back.