Philippine National Red Cross - Quezon City Chapter

A year after passing the Philippine Nursing Licensure Examination I decide to do some training and my first stop was the Philippine Nation Red Cross. When I was in college My friends were active in this organization but unfortunately for someone lazy like me, I decided not to join. They were involved in Mass Blood Donation Campaigns and Relief Operations for people who were affected with calamities. Way back I thought it wass a noble act but it did not give enough reason or value for me to join them. Now I am on my 4th day of the 6 day challenge. Hehe it funny coz I never wanted to go alone in this but I preferred it because I didn't want any distractions so that I can focus with what we are doing. I think our Dear Lord never wants me to be alone in my journey, He always makes it a point that somewhere along the way someone will be there to accompany or help me. :) I love you our Dear Father so much for that. On the first day I didn't know what to expect, I ran late to the venue because I didn't know the exact place. I found a new friend in the name of Baby, we were at the same batch but from a different University, she was from Trinity by the way. After a while, on our 16 minutre break while looking around my bag someone touch my head upon looking upward I saw a familiar but unexpected face. It was Cio, a college friend, we were initially introduced to each other by our common friend Angelique and became one of my barkadas. Well let me describe him, he is tall maybe about 5'8", dark skinned, strong muscular built and has his way with women and when I say a "way" I mean he's lady's man. When we were in college he had a girlfriend who was in the same University but with a different course. Knowing him he always like being around women and lurring him with his boyish charm and machismo looks. Usually girls will fall for it but I never thought that one of my closest friends would, Anne. I have known her since 2nd year college and we were besties she is in a serious relationship with a guy at the time well actually up until now. Both parties have been falling apart at that time and they both needed time of with their respected relationships. They flirted with each other and as we saw how close they became we were alarmed that maybe their partners will know about it. And we were right their partners found out about it it bacame chaos since both didn't formally quit their relationships. I was personally pissed with Cio because he took advantage of my friend. He knew that once he starts to talk to her things will be different. We, me and my friends were just there to protect Anne and support her but me on the other hand wanted Cio out of the way because I know he is the one making things complicated for all of us.

Anne and another friend of mine was invited at Cio's place to have some time off from school. So Anne obliged and went there. I didn't know about up until Geraldine our other friend which was with her called me up and told me what was happening. I was shocked with Anne's gestures that day. Maybe it's what alcohol does to your body that makes you do things you don't expect. Fortunately my friends were there to stop what was going on. The next day at school I was furious with him. At one subject we are sitting beside each other but because of what happened, I never talked or looked at him. He didn't understood at first but later on he realized that all of my friends were on the same terms with him. That went on and Anne's boyfriend, Jaypee even planned to take him down because of what he did.it took a long time before I got over everything. I may not be directly a part of what happened but I know how that feels when someone is lying and screwing you. I don't want that to happen to anybody specially my friends. Me and Cio became friends again but apparently it wasn't the same anymore.

We took the board exams last July 2010 at the same school and building. We were buddies for 2 days waited for each toher to eat lunch and go home. But that was it. After the PNLE I found out that I passed and he has to take the exam again. I went working for a BPO company and that lasted for 4 months. Came along the December PNLE, he took the exam and at the last day all the examinees which were a part of our "barkada" decided to celebrate, they called me up and I agreed to it . I decided to say yes because I just got out from a bad relationship. Upon reaching Cio's place I didn't know what I was up to.


We were getting drunk, they started asking me questions about my job and so on. Till one of them asked about what happened to me and my past relationship. I then bursted to tears as I told them the story. Everybody felt sorry for me including Cio. He personally sat beside me and comforted me. it was all I needed at that time for someone to console and feel for me. His face was suddenly becoming closer and closer telling me everything will be alright. He was hugging me and kissing my cheek. I was not minding it due to being intoxicated with alcohol. No one was minding us, everybody has there own business,we were situated at the 3rd floor of there house. He went down and after approximately 20mins he hasn't come back yet. I was a bit alarmed so I went down to check on him. He was lying down on the sofa at the first floor. Without a top and just in his boxer shorts.I sat beside him and assked if he was okay. He just nodded and went back to closing his eyes so knowing everything was okay I stood up but he grabbed my hand and I fell on top of him. He kissed me on the lips, still stunned about what's happening I didn't get back up yet. He hugged me and started gropping my breasts. I was so shocked but aroused at the same time. (I'm actually shaking my head and smiling as I'm typing this right now) I stood up and asked him what he was doing. He didn't answer instead he puuled me back at him and kissed me again. Now he was removing my bra with my shirt on. He cupped my breasts and..... Hahahah! You know what happens next. :D I stopped him and placed my habd on top of his... :) he removed his boxer shorts and I saw his... Hahahaha! :D I knew what he wanted me to do. So I did it. I was looking at him as he was gasping his breath. I can hear him moan but not that loud. I stopped because maybe my friends will go down and look for me. I went back up and asked them that we should sleep now. And that's what we did. Me and 2 of my friends occupied the first floor. Both of them placed a comforter on the floor and I lay down on the couch. The others went to sleep at the 2nd floor including Cio. I was trying to get some sleep when a figure went down from the stairs. My other friends were laughing as he approached us. It was Cio. Still with just his boxers on and his awesome looking body. (Do I really have to type that?!! Anyway let's get on with the story) I was again shocked when he went on top of me anfd hugged me again. Knowing he was drunk my friends were still laughing thinking it was just one of his jokes. He said he was gonna sleep beside me... Which is plain stupid. He was groping my breasts inside my shirt while his other hand was inside my undies feeling my... And licking my ears. I was so aroused but I felt scared that our friends will notice what we were doing. He wanted me to touch him too so I did the couch was so small that it could only fit one person we were lying on our side and he was on my back. He said that he can't take it anymore so he went on top of me. I stopped him so he stood up and went to the bathroom. I thought it was all done but I saw him got out of the bathroom and went to the kitchen. It was pitch black the only light was from outside and upstairs.he haven't got back after 10 mins. After a while he went out and just stood there. I didn't know he was calling me. I stood up and followed him to the kitchen. He grabbed me and we kissed as he removed my top... It went on but we stopped when we were about to do the deed itself. He went upstairs I grabbed his hand and kissed him again. I decided not to follow him to his room because I don't want to complicate things. The following morning me and my friends woke up like nothing happened. We decided to go home and bid farewell to Cio and his other friends. We did. When I got home I immediately took a bath and slept. As I was about to go to work he texted me saying sorry about what happened. I replied saying it was okay and that we both wanted what had happened.

My Quest

Wow! It's been a while since I wrote here on my blog. Well I'm gonna tell you what's been up for the past 7 months. Here it goes..

Call Center Agent

Being a caller center agent is one tough job. I need to be in acquaintance with all my workmates and be as flexible as possible regarding schedule changes and of course the possibility of being placed on another team. It's quite difficult specially when the product that you're selling is not something you're familiar with. That's what happened to me when I entered Convergys. It was a different world. Different people and environment. everything came as a shock since it was my first work experience. Now with Teleperformance everything seemed steady for me.

TP

I can't believe I've reached nesting.. I'm now training to hit the production floor.
Trying to be competitive enough for this to work out perfectly.
Because I don't want to commit the same mistake of leaving the company for the reason that I can't perform well enough to meet our metrics. Now more than ever I am focused to meet all the necessary stats. May the Lord guide me. Fight! :)

Too much love will kill you

Tadaaaaa! I guess I'm over Reymond. I don't feel any urge to be with him, text, calll, talk, chat even to say hello. I don't even think about him anymore. :) That makes me happy. At least now I'm past the "grievance" stage of being rejected and ignored. Haha! I don't care about what he feels or what he thinks. It makes me sad to think that maybe he just used me. But I have to move on and forget him and whatever we've been thru the past months. There are a lot of fishes in the ocean. I've learned my lesson, never trust anyone except yourself and God. No matter how nice a person is, there is still a part of him that's a bit dark.

Christmas Party '10

It has been a long day. I thank God because He did not let me feel miserable for today I completely forgot that I was broken hearted. I like being at work because it makes me forget about that asshole who broke my heart.

Aside from all the crap I'm going through at the moment, I still have my family with me which makes it a whole lot better. Though I lost a niece, that did not completely made this holiday a disaster, I know for a fact that if Jane was here she would not want us to feel bad anymore. But of course that little angel will never be forgotten. She will remain in our hearts forever.

Our Christmas party turned out fun as expected. I was the official photographer since I didn't really like hosting that much. Not everyone was there but it was okay. There was a lot of food and booze. I didn't really thought of drinking but since one of my cousins insisted me to I did. I lost count of how much liquor I drank as we were approaching the early morning. And the thing I'm most irritated of doing on parties happened. Due to alcohol intoxication I started singing Sway by Bic Runga and Vanessa Carlton's A thousand miles so to enumerate some. I can't believe I sang on the videoke whole time while downing a bottle of red horse everytime I had the chance to do so. I was actually taking turns with my cousin. We stopped partying at 6 am and I woke up at 10am I had a terrible hang over so I decided to sleep again because I might just throw up. I woke up at 5pm hang over free. I guess the Reymond thing is still in me. I hope I'll get over this already..

Biding farewell to 2010

This year has been a whirlwind experience for me. After 4 years of harship finally I have earned a degree in college.
And after 3 months I took one of the hardest exams I ever took, the Nurse Licensure Examination.
I waited for a few months while training for work at Convergys for a technical support representative spot
For the result and Viola! With the help of the Lord, support of my family and prayers of those who deeply cared
For me, I passed! Now I am proud to say that I have two additional letters attached to my name and have brought
Honor to my family. I stop working for Convergys due to some personal issues and then I decided to try working for
A hospital to practice my long time dream profession but alas! No luck. I had to wait for next year just to take another exam.
Again, I took my chance and applied for a call center representative job at Teleperformance luckily I was hired.
Now I'm starting to work their as a technical support representative for a internet providing company in Australia.
It was a very fun year except for the fact that some people significant in my life passed away.
My niece Jane Anne S. Englis 1year old and my best friend's mom Mrs. Yolly Abenojar. Which ofcourse will be missed.
And a FLOP love life. My "complicated relationship" with Reymond ended just like that after 4 months of me waiting for nothing.
Now I have learned my lesson, do not even attempt on having a relationship with your friends. And don't be involved with someone you know
That has a hoistory of being complicated. I also learned to value my parents and loved ones more. That life is so short just to spend on senseless and
Dense things such as vices and stuff.

And now for a change, starting this new year, I would definitely try to lose weight,
Be closer to my family, appreciate and love my job, and know and love God more than anything else. :)

Ofcourse I wish everybody a prosperous and productive New Year! Hehe
It's the perfect time to leave all my sorrows, fears and tears behind. :)