This year has been a whirlwind experience for me. After 4 years of harship finally I have earned a degree in college.
And after 3 months I took one of the hardest exams I ever took, the Nurse Licensure Examination.
I waited for a few months while training for work at Convergys for a technical support representative spot
For the result and Viola! With the help of the Lord, support of my family and prayers of those who deeply cared
For me, I passed! Now I am proud to say that I have two additional letters attached to my name and have brought
Honor to my family. I stop working for Convergys due to some personal issues and then I decided to try working for
A hospital to practice my long time dream profession but alas! No luck. I had to wait for next year just to take another exam.
Again, I took my chance and applied for a call center representative job at Teleperformance luckily I was hired.
Now I'm starting to work their as a technical support representative for a internet providing company in Australia.
It was a very fun year except for the fact that some people significant in my life passed away.
My niece Jane Anne S. Englis 1year old and my best friend's mom Mrs. Yolly Abenojar. Which ofcourse will be missed.
And a FLOP love life. My "complicated relationship" with Reymond ended just like that after 4 months of me waiting for nothing.
Now I have learned my lesson, do not even attempt on having a relationship with your friends. And don't be involved with someone you know
That has a hoistory of being complicated. I also learned to value my parents and loved ones more. That life is so short just to spend on senseless and
Dense things such as vices and stuff.
And now for a change, starting this new year, I would definitely try to lose weight,
Be closer to my family, appreciate and love my job, and know and love God more than anything else. :)
Ofcourse I wish everybody a prosperous and productive New Year! Hehe
It's the perfect time to leave all my sorrows, fears and tears behind. :)
Friday, December 31, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Christmas
Christmas - is a holiday observed generally on December 25 to commemorate the birth of Jesus, the central figure of Christianity. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christmas)
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
You will be missed.
It's been a while since I had opened my blog. Apparently there has been a lot going on but this is the one thing that really needs my utmost attention. It's been a week that my niece Jane Anne is suffering from fever. I was never aware of it not until last Sunday. My attention was caught by my aunt telling me to check on my niece because her fever was fluctuating and they're suspicious that it's dengue. So I did a tourniquet test. I wasn't able to finish the test that I conducted because she started crying and of course the initial reaction of her mom and my aunt was to remove the tourniquet from her arm. It showed some small petechial like rashes but that was inconclusive because I wasn't able to finish for 3-5minutes. The day after her mom decided to get her tested, they withdrawn blood from her to check for abnormalities which can indicate dengue but the results went out normal. She was even brought to a pediatrician but the doctor just gave her anti pyretic and cough medications. She continued having fever and what went worst is she wasn't able to breath properly. December 14 2010 at around 10:30pm my aunt called at our house luckily I was able to answer the phone call and she was asking me and my mom to check on Jane. We went there. She was quiet lethargic and has trouble breathing. my immediately thought that maybe she had phlegm lodged into her respiratory tract. But her mom said her daughter wasn't coughing at all. My mom on the other hand grabbed the child and tried to wake her up. She placed her in a standing position and performed back tapping. The kid tried to cough so we placed her into a prone position while trying to dislodge the formed mucus secretions blocking her airway.
My mom successfully removed a lot and finally Jane opened her eyes and started coughing. She still has labored breathing so her mom panic and brought her to a hospital. The following day didn't go as expected. They transferred to another hospital hoping to get more attention from doctors to help stabilize Jane. They went to Philippine Children's Medical Center where she was taken care of. I never knew about this until I woke up. I was online when one of my cousins called and asked what's the tube inserted to the mouth called? I was thinking of two things. One was Endotracheal tube and the other was Nasogastric tube. I immediately asked her for what reason. Then she told me that she wants to speak to my mom. My mom argued with her and asked what was the diagnosis of the doctors. I was stunned when they said it was Septic Shock.I got a bit confused because my cousin said Jane's vital signs were at a normal range. I wanted to panic but I don't want my mom to feel the same way. She asked me what it was and I said it was already a wide spread of bacteria in the body and causes multiple organ failure. My mom insisted to get Jane in a oxygen tent instead of the Endotracheal tube. I wanted to object but of course since they don't consider my opinions I just shut my mouth. I sleep after that hoping that everything will turn out okay. I woke up at around 9pm in the evening and for some reason I had an icky feeling that something was wrong. My sister was already at home doing her project so I asked her what was going on. She told me that they are fixing our place for Jane's wake. Again I was shocked. I did not answer for a while because I can't believe what I just heard. I asked her again. "What happened?" She told me my niece is dead. I sighed for three times and stared blankly through the room. I can't believe what I just heard. Denial was the first thing that came to mind. No, it can't be. It was just last night that I was holding her hair and saw her breathing and looking at me. I broke down and tears were flowing off my face. I started thinking she just celebrated her first birthday last December 04. Why now? It's going to be Christmas. Why so soon? She haven't tried talking a straight way and never did she walked continuously. I was a witness on how that little innocent baby grew. I saw her shrieked whenever her mom leaves her side. Laugh and giggle when we make her do so. Crawl all over the place. She even attempted to talk. Not now. She can't leave us this early..
Before 12am her parents arrived and they fixed the place. I was staring at them from our door. I can't go down. I kept on going in and out of my room trying to figure out what to do. Eventually I gathered the guts to go down and talk to her parents. I sat beside her mom. When I placed my hand on her leg she automatically started to cry. I can't help but cry as well. I hugged her and kept her calm. She was telling me what happened with a husky voice due to endless crying and yelling. Finally Jane was brought inside our compound in a little white coffin. I still can't believe my eyes. I was crying while she was being place on a brass table. The man from the funeral parlor removed the cover on the top of the coffin and everybody at the place started gathering in front of my niece. I don't want to take a look at her. I don't know what I would feel. After a few minutes I stood up and looked at her. She looked swollen due to the medications given to her. She looks bigger and just like her mom. She looked like as if she was just sleeping. I wanted to carry her like what I used to do. Play with her but know she is already as cold as ice and won't laugh if I start tickling her.
Another realization for me is that some good things come to an end. That life ends whether we like it or not.
In the memory of our little angel..
Jane Ann Senoro Englis
December 04, 2009-December 15, 2010
"May her innocent soul rest eternally with our Heavenly Father."
My mom successfully removed a lot and finally Jane opened her eyes and started coughing. She still has labored breathing so her mom panic and brought her to a hospital. The following day didn't go as expected. They transferred to another hospital hoping to get more attention from doctors to help stabilize Jane. They went to Philippine Children's Medical Center where she was taken care of. I never knew about this until I woke up. I was online when one of my cousins called and asked what's the tube inserted to the mouth called? I was thinking of two things. One was Endotracheal tube and the other was Nasogastric tube. I immediately asked her for what reason. Then she told me that she wants to speak to my mom. My mom argued with her and asked what was the diagnosis of the doctors. I was stunned when they said it was Septic Shock.I got a bit confused because my cousin said Jane's vital signs were at a normal range. I wanted to panic but I don't want my mom to feel the same way. She asked me what it was and I said it was already a wide spread of bacteria in the body and causes multiple organ failure. My mom insisted to get Jane in a oxygen tent instead of the Endotracheal tube. I wanted to object but of course since they don't consider my opinions I just shut my mouth. I sleep after that hoping that everything will turn out okay. I woke up at around 9pm in the evening and for some reason I had an icky feeling that something was wrong. My sister was already at home doing her project so I asked her what was going on. She told me that they are fixing our place for Jane's wake. Again I was shocked. I did not answer for a while because I can't believe what I just heard. I asked her again. "What happened?" She told me my niece is dead. I sighed for three times and stared blankly through the room. I can't believe what I just heard. Denial was the first thing that came to mind. No, it can't be. It was just last night that I was holding her hair and saw her breathing and looking at me. I broke down and tears were flowing off my face. I started thinking she just celebrated her first birthday last December 04. Why now? It's going to be Christmas. Why so soon? She haven't tried talking a straight way and never did she walked continuously. I was a witness on how that little innocent baby grew. I saw her shrieked whenever her mom leaves her side. Laugh and giggle when we make her do so. Crawl all over the place. She even attempted to talk. Not now. She can't leave us this early..
Before 12am her parents arrived and they fixed the place. I was staring at them from our door. I can't go down. I kept on going in and out of my room trying to figure out what to do. Eventually I gathered the guts to go down and talk to her parents. I sat beside her mom. When I placed my hand on her leg she automatically started to cry. I can't help but cry as well. I hugged her and kept her calm. She was telling me what happened with a husky voice due to endless crying and yelling. Finally Jane was brought inside our compound in a little white coffin. I still can't believe my eyes. I was crying while she was being place on a brass table. The man from the funeral parlor removed the cover on the top of the coffin and everybody at the place started gathering in front of my niece. I don't want to take a look at her. I don't know what I would feel. After a few minutes I stood up and looked at her. She looked swollen due to the medications given to her. She looks bigger and just like her mom. She looked like as if she was just sleeping. I wanted to carry her like what I used to do. Play with her but know she is already as cold as ice and won't laugh if I start tickling her.
Another realization for me is that some good things come to an end. That life ends whether we like it or not.
In the memory of our little angel..
Jane Ann Senoro Englis
December 04, 2009-December 15, 2010
"May her innocent soul rest eternally with our Heavenly Father."
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